Cam’s Blog

I like the way you bring me hot chocolate on chilly mornings. I like the gentle way you talk to me. I like the way you learned how to greet me good morning in Filipino, although it came out as "Magandang umaga bibini." LOL. I like it that you pretend not to know a lot of Hollywood gossip, even if it’s so obvious that you’re such an ET junkie like me. I like it that you didn’t try to impress me with fancy flowers and chocolates. I like the yellow tulips. I like that you remembered that yellow makes me happy. I like, no I love, the personalized m&ms. And how the purple ones say princess and the pink ones say camille.I like it that you call me princess.

I like it how you wait for me in the parking lot every day, then pretend that you’re not. I DON’t like it that you’re so into hiphop, but I like it that you don’t pretend to like what i like.I like it that you remember every stupid thing i say, even those that you just "accidentally" overhear. 

I like it that you didn’t freak out when I drunkenly cried like crazy in your car for an hour. Or pretended that you didn’t freak out at least.
I like it how you make me feel that you’re there for me without invading my personal space, because personal space is what I need right now. I like it that you actually understand what it means to take it slow.I like it that you don’t push it when I say no. But I like it that you don’t give up completely. 

I don’t know what’s going to happen next and i dont think im ready to know yet. I like it that I dont feel the need to be superwoman
and move on immediatley. I think I’m okay with just being broken for now. And I like it that you’re "cool with that".

For now, I just like it that I’m starting to smile again. That’s as far as I can get.

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